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if u asking me what is my wish, i would answer is to love ppl tht i left bcs of my own ego. i mean, its not just loving em back, having em around, make em smile, and all of that heh i know i cant do that but all of i know is i know tht i love them but my ego said no. i dont have an idea wht im talking abt it just im missing em. im not missing em to be around me but their ways to make me smile when they knew i was down. i lost my words, macam biasa, raihan kan.haha. haa haa my monsters were killed (final papersss) just overnight in shah alam, just a night then we'll going back to kedah tomorrow morning, may Allah ease my way. ive done a checklist for this holiday i hope it's not going to happen like before, hehehe. chiao.

and it hurts --

Idk maybe i was the one who should be blame for making this thing happened but weih, i just need all of us stay like before seriously, i miss you both it's really dang when this thing happened ppl keep watching our step, our act and ppl already smelled the fishy bcs it's real tuhan, apa sekali lagi ada perpisahan? **shed tears**

Breathe In -- Breathe Out

Smiling Is Infectious Author Unknown Smiling is infectious, you catch it like the flu, When someone smiled at me today, I started smiling too. I passed around the corner and someone saw my grin. When he smiled I realized I'd passed it on to him.  I thought about that smile, then I realized its worth. A single smile, just like mine could travel round the earth.  So, if you feel a smile begin, don't leave it undetected. Let's start an epidemic quick, and get the world infected! --- I made a mistake. A mistake. A mistake. It affected me the whole day. The whole day. The whole day. I've tried to forget, and I failed and I stressed. I put all the effort so I wont waste, the time precious time, that I had. Please make it be 'past tense' in the shortime, please, Ooo Allah.  Da di du dada di duu. Yesterday was bad (I would use present continuous tense if 'yesterday' could go with it, only if)...

re-think

If you're not ready to take it, Then don't dare to ask in the first place. You're obviously not going to make things better. Instead, you make it worst!

and the dreams begin

"I will scream my voice tonight. Will you hear me?" --- Kadang-kadang, kena ambil masa untuk pejam mata tarik nafas dan lengkapkan balik all the scattered pieces. And somehow, trust me, we let the pieces yang kita pegang erat, kita dakap rapat, to fly far. Further up. Slowly. Until dissapear. Completely. Or at least that is what we believe. No-- Darling. No. It hasn't completely gone. It is somewhere in your heart that softly whispers that it is still there. Somewhere but definitely there.  Catch that piece, darling. Each of them and susun dan jadikanlah dia puzzle yang lengkap sempurna di mata kita.  --- Oh tuhan. Bagilah jalan.

again

' when things went chaos, all you've to do is smile and walk away ' ---- easy to said but hard to be done maigerd chaos gi-la semua benda, serious la when it comes to me, benda otometik chaotic kehkeh, idc and im sorry for making it hard btw btw btw alotta of things to be clear-down this sem and i promised i'll make it easierrr than before no more gaduh-gaduh benda kecik boleh settle, c'mon teringat what pa said  ' benda kalau kita buat ikhlas sbb Dia, He'll make it smoother than ever ' and i just realised abt it today,  you have my back, director i will lend you my strength, my smile my laughes and all tht i can give. rasa mcm Allah mudahkan satu-satu urusan eventho aku rasa benda tu susah and berat and Alhamdulillah, Allah ease it. it's lavh <3 post lama byk aku buang sbb rasa mcm-- it shouldnt be posted here everyone have skeleton in their closet, so yeah, trashed it off and yada yada y...