Her Happy Rants

Dear soul, stop stalking.Idk why though I said I'll buried 'em down but deeply I'm missing 'em badly.How bad they're treating me, still I'm waiting for 'em to come back though I know they'll keep hurting me, thats how love supposed to be (?) I ditch 4 people throughout this hectic year . first, that guy. no, it wasn't my fault after all, I want to takecare of my heart too.I cant keep longing seeing my heart broken into pieces, it hurts.Really :( Yknow, when you loved someone for 5 yrs and suddenly they're gone, how do you feel? I know it's the best decision i'd made though it hurts me somehow and I know it did hurted him too but that's only decision I can made and that's the only way to stop hurting him.I'm really sorry.Allah,forgive me :( second, my-ex listener it was my fault too, taking the bad decision to cut-off our friendship but it hurts me well.when one promised tht she's not gonna spill-out yr probs to oth

Neverland is home to lost boys like me And lost boys like me are free -- Ruth B // Lost Boy

I owe you a story tht couldnt be spill-out by the lips and rather being swallow through the body. ' I worth my tears for those who loved me.Sincerely ' Told ya, if you just come back just to show me you can move-on well while I cant make even a move, just dont get too close or else I'll harm you out.You once gave me a hope tht I thought it'll be my last one but I simply get it wrong bcs you gave a false hope like how you treated the other girl.I knew the whole stories but I rather keep it in silence bcs I know in the end, I will be the one who'll be blame-off. But, I still built a wall when you make a step forward.I rather step one back backward bcs I know boys are stupid and cant be trust to be in relationship.I swallowed all the things you'd done and rather act like nothing happened while the thing actually happen. You're frankly great as yknow how to melt-down a girl's heart w yr sweet words.The Almighty keep me safe-away from yr sweet words b