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fatigue

i kept asking is it my fault or your fault?
im in dillema in letting the feelings away
--walking away from you

it is such a difficult thing ive ever going thru in my whole life
despite of everything happened & everything ive done
in thought of you'll appreciate me
sadly i was wrong

my fault.
for letting my feelings went over you.
i shouldnt do that.
i shouldnt.

im keeping my feelings inside
--the pieces
-- the broken
--- the me

it's okay im okay now
even youre still appearing
but im okay
and better even im no longing let the feelings
cuddling me
wrapping me
like they used to be.

i let you go.
i am.


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