if u asking me what is my wish, i would answer is to love ppl tht i left bcs of my own ego. i mean, its not just loving em back, having em around, make em smile, and all of that heh i know i cant do that but all of i know is i know tht i love them but my ego said no. i dont have an idea wht im talking abt it just im missing em. im not missing em to be around me but their ways to make me smile when they knew i was down. i lost my words, macam biasa, raihan kan.haha. haa haa my monsters were killed (final papersss) just overnight in shah alam, just a night then we'll going back to kedah tomorrow morning, may Allah ease my way. ive done a checklist for this holiday i hope it's not going to happen like before, hehehe. chiao.