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despite of having hardship thru my 3 years journey
im hoping for better ending for my result for the usrah thingy
srs talk, it wasnt fair if they still failed me down

i went to usrah in rushing after kursus kahwin
i joined every usrah programmes
and what i got
f.a.i.l.e.d

what the SOP thingy tht youve followed?
you guys made the students failed and asked for repetition
and in the same time
yguys said
"students are responsible for every thing they had done"

even twas not our fault
we went to usrah
we joined everything every friday
we even attend the ceramah-sokseksoksek
we even sat for the exam

and you--
easily failed us.

haih.
may we,
still have the amanah in ourselves
to do every deed that was carried on our shoulders

p/s : do pray for my usrah result, i do tawakal, but i do need duas too :)

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