Her Happy Rants

If you're not ready to take it, Then don't dare to ask in the first place. You're obviously not going to make things better. Instead, you make it worst!

"Awak tahu kenapa kalau kita dah suka orang, kita payah pulak nak undo suka kita?" "Kenapa?" "Inersia,"

"I will scream my voice tonight. Will you hear me?" --- Kadang-kadang, kena ambil masa untuk pejam mata tarik nafas dan lengkapkan balik all the scattered pieces. And somehow, trust me, we let the pieces yang kita pegang erat, kita dakap rapat, to fly far. Further up. Slowly. Until dissapear. Completely. Or at least that is what we believe. No-- Darling. No. It hasn't completely gone. It is somewhere in your heart that softly whispers that it is still there. Somewhere but definitely there.  Catch that piece, darling. Each of them and susun dan jadikanlah dia puzzle yang lengkap sempurna di mata kita.  --- Oh tuhan. Bagilah jalan.

' when things went chaos, all you've to do is smile and walk away ' ---- easy to said but hard to be done maigerd chaos gi-la semua benda, serious la when it comes to me, benda otometik chaotic kehkeh, idc and im sorry for making it hard btw btw btw alotta of things to be clear-down this sem and i promised i'll make it easierrr than before no more gaduh-gaduh benda kecik boleh settle, c'mon teringat what pa said  ' benda kalau kita buat ikhlas sbb Dia, He'll make it smoother than ever ' and i just realised abt it today,  you have my back, director i will lend you my strength, my smile my laughes and all tht i can give. rasa mcm Allah mudahkan satu-satu urusan eventho aku rasa benda tu susah and berat and Alhamdulillah, Allah ease it. it's lavh <3 post lama byk aku buang sbb rasa mcm-- it shouldnt be posted here everyone have skeleton in their closet, so yeah, trashed it off and yada yada y

Pa, it's been 3 yrs without seeing your smile, it hurts tho but i know u're always watching me, like what He did. I do miss you, always so much, really. Pa, it's hard walking on this dunya without yr words tht always soothing me, gimme strength to kick-away the -ve vibes Pa, How I wish to have you here, again. I know it's impossible, but if He asks me what I want, i'll answer that I only want you back. Pa, I know u wont read this, but Pa, know that I always miss you and loves you :') Pa, If I get another chance to talk with you I will and I do but Pa it's impossible we're far apart... Pa, How are you there? I hope everything tht I did, will give you flowers there, I dont want to see you hurt I dont want you to suffer bcs of my sins. Pa, I will takecare of my pride just to have you again by myside when we're together in There. Pa, do pray for my strength bcs I did lost mine once, it's you. Pa, i