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little boy,

lil boy, lil did you know you'd change into the one that i hate the most? lil boy, i do adore how you cared and loved your family rather than your soul but the adore-tion becomes hatred when you turn your soul into black side lil boy, remember -- that sometimes a 'title' could change you becomes that someone you did not want to be lil boy, if i could tick back the clock to the time where all of us sharing joys and tears together -- i really want to do that lil boy, did you already forget that the black heart who you owned now once a pure heart that bonding all of us together? lil boy, we do miss how we shared the laughes & tears together eventho our hearts were crashing at that moment. lil boy, did you forget our friendships? lil boy, did you forget this -- second family? lil boy, hope your black soul that surrounded you now would die in 2 secs -- so that we can share the moments we had created together back. lil boy, we do miss the old y

you,

And I am me. Funny how things have changed. It is even funnier when the person you hate the most, now, becoming otherwise. You are literally addicted to them. I am literally addicted to him, to you. The hesitation. The thinking. The sudden stop before answering. The trying-not-to-smile. The concentration. The hypercritical. The objective. The resistant. The talk. The smart. The you. Only if saying I am falling for you is easy. And only if you have the same feeling. And only if this is possible. Because, I am almost certain it is not, you are not. I don't know which is weirder. Me, fall for you. Or you, can't feel me already fall for you. Yeah, I like you. I just pretend I don't.