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' when things went chaos, all you've to do is smile and walk away '

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easy to said but hard to be done
maigerd chaos gi-la semua benda, serious la
when it comes to me, benda otometik chaotic
kehkeh, idc and im sorry for making it hard

btw btw btw
alotta of things to be clear-down this sem and
i promised i'll make it easierrr than before
no more gaduh-gaduh
benda kecik boleh settle, c'mon

teringat what pa said 
' benda kalau kita buat ikhlas sbb Dia, He'll make it smoother than ever '
and i just realised abt it today, 
you have my back, director
i will lend you my strength, my smile my laughes and all tht i can give.

rasa mcm Allah mudahkan satu-satu urusan
eventho aku rasa benda tu susah and berat
and Alhamdulillah,
Allah ease it.
it's lavh <3

post lama byk aku buang sbb rasa mcm--
it shouldnt be posted here
everyone have skeleton in their closet,
so yeah, trashed it off and yada yada you go

i love my new life !
thanks God for making me alive w yr loves
okay lah okay lah
im getting bored
im hung-ary and i ter-tinggal my purse in my room
no money-no food
thankie to pikah for lending me money to buy
makanan bulat-bulat yg sedap
and she even dont lemme pay it back
hehe it's lavh too !

hamdan lillah.

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