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Pa,
it's been 3 yrs without seeing your smile,
it hurts tho but i know u're always watching me,
like what He did.

I do miss you, always
so much, really.

Pa,
it's hard walking on this dunya without yr words
tht always soothing me,
gimme strength to kick-away the -ve vibes

Pa,
How I wish to have you here,
again.
I know it's impossible,
but if He asks me what I want,
i'll answer
that I only want you back.

Pa,
I know u wont read this,
but Pa,
know that I always miss you
and loves you :')

Pa,
If I get another chance
to talk with you
I will and I do
but Pa it's impossible
we're far apart...

Pa,
How are you there?
I hope everything tht I did,
will give you flowers there,
I dont want to see you hurt
I dont want you to suffer bcs of my sins.

Pa,
I will takecare of my pride
just to have you again by myside
when we're together
in There.

Pa,
do pray for my strength
bcs I did lost mine once,
it's you.

Pa,
it's hard to walk alone
this dunya is too cruel pa
it hurts me so much
but Pa,
I will keep staying strong bcs
you dont want to see me hurt

Pa,
it's getting hard day by day
idk what else i can do to keep the loves on

Pa,
how i wish to be strong like you
to smile tho ppl keep hurting
it hurts so well,pa

Pa,
keep praying for me.
I know you did
bcs my smile keep staying here
tho ppl keep hurting me

Pa,
am I not good enuf to be appreciated by others?
I tried to be the very good gal you asking me to,
but ppl dont see it,pa :(

Pa,
i wont let my tears drowning me in
but Pa when it comes to you,
it's hard to wipe it off

i miss you, pa

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