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little boy,

lil boy,
lil did you know you'd change into the one that i hate the most?

lil boy,
i do adore how you cared and loved your family rather than your soul
but
the adore-tion becomes hatred when you turn your soul into black side

lil boy,
remember -- that sometimes a 'title' could change you becomes that someone you did not want to be

lil boy,
if i could tick back the clock to the time where all of us sharing joys and tears together
-- i really want to do that

lil boy,
did you already forget that the black heart who you owned now once a pure heart that bonding all of us together?

lil boy,
we do miss how we shared the laughes & tears together eventho our hearts were crashing at that moment.

lil boy,
did you forget our friendships?

lil boy,
did you forget this -- second family?

lil boy,
hope your black soul that surrounded you now would die in 2 secs
-- so that we can share the moments we had created together back.

lil boy,
we do miss the old you.

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